Hey guys.
My exams are finally over, but instead of feeling happy, Iβm sitting here writing this with a completely broken heart. Iβve made the painful decision to step away from writing and leave Wattpad and Scrollstack for now.
These stories were never just hobby projects or random words typed on a screen to me. They were my escape, my daydreams, and deeply emotional parts of my own head that I safely guarded and finally gathered the courage to share.
For seven long months, Iβve poured absolutely everything I have into this. I gave my entire soul to finish If We Meet Again, only for it to sit silently at 1k views. And now, Dangerously Mine is stuck at 3.4k, and my latest chapter which I worked so hard on got only three votes.
It truly breaks something deep inside you when you realize you are pouring your heart out into an empty room. It drains you to keep giving pieces of your soul to a place where you feel completely invisible. I need to walk away to protect my own peace and heal. I don't know if I'll ever find the strength to return or if my mind will change down the road, but for right now, I just can't keep hurting like this.
To the precious, beautiful souls who actually read, voted, and lived in my worlds with me thank you from the very bottom of my shattered heart. You were my tiny guiding lights in the dark, and I will never forget you.
But for now, I am gone. Please take care of yourselves.
~ Jazzywrites ~


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